In Between Paradise

To shed some light on the subject of that there are things that go bump in the night.  As John Milton's "Paradise Lost and Regained". You can't merely believe in only what you see, and definitely can't believe everything you read.  Although there is much to be gained from them such as from a blind man.  According to Scientific American an article I once read. There are two forms of light, particles of B & W bosons. When the Universe cooled enough, electromagnetism went away and the bosons reconfigured themselves to become photons. These  particles make up the quark soup, including leptons, and quarks although they weren't differentiated yet. The emittance from the bosons would be a blinding darkness for all who were there.  For there were no atoms yet. At 10 usec, quarks agglomerated into protons and neutrons, at 10-5sec after the Big Bang.  At 1 sec to 300 sec after, atomic nuclei formed of hydrogen, helium and lithium.  Over the course of 380,000 yrs later, unattached electrons became fully attached to hydrogen and light shown straight paths across the universe before stars were born.

You've Got Us Feeling Alright

One past evening, I was in the north end little Italy, where in a restaurant they were playing Piano Man by Billy Joel on a Saturday night at 9 p.m. Which I heard as I entered the restaurant to check out the ambiance and menu. I had acquired the vanity to personalize it as pertaining it to myself as an epiphany struck. That only I had reached that climax of destined reality beyond dejavu, to become at one moment the preordained entertainment of myself alone. Amidst the patrons of the establishment. When in true reality the restaurant most assuredly plays that song a 9 pm every Saturday night for the socialites who recon the place as they feel the pleasure. Simply one moment in time I haven't caught the entire picture in one take.

My Latest Findings

1. Why play in the wind when it is always against you. 2. Higher education loans vs vehicle and home loans, need I say more? 3. Currency can be contemplated in only one way, interest. 4. Conspiracy is not paranoia, especially being in Boston. 5. Don't feed the sparrows or pigeons. 6. Section Law, no smoking, punishable of no longer than ten days in jail. 7. Why is the low temperature at night colder than reported, but the high during the day right on the money?

Perception for Entry Level

Moods experienced in excess fashion, result in my opinion from automatic thoughts in which spiral upwards or down. This is resultant from previous moral or virtues upheld to a degree we are unaware or not tolerant of others in respect. An example may be living within monetary means and all that requires or religious practices. It may as well be in parenting or family practices where upbringing and developmental milestones are reached in varying degrees so as to create nurturing of a physiologically healthy infant into an overly anxious adult. Or overly depressed, turning these personally driven, so called attacks to our system we create mania as an alternative. Hence, bipolar behavior exists. To alleviate and recognize the symptoms I find cbt useful in hopes in most activities in which I feel my mood being altered beyond a steady state I have awareness of at least a few times I have felt that way and know the possible outcomes in times past, with some bold courage, correct my behavior, to affect my thoughts eventually to alleviate an extreme mood. If that requires a different environment, physical appearance or actions. To keep your thoughts in the present and not stray for too long on one particular memory, as our past is always present within us , others see us for for who we are at the moment as seen in presidential primaries, and first impressions don't usually last if we get to know someone. The neurodegenerative aspect of our thought processes can be overturned as neurons of memory and others can still grow over a lifetime . This, straying from present state of mind is often a cause left misguided for problems with mental illnesses. Illicit drugs, even alcohol and marijuana when abused can contribute overtime to overactive dreaming during conscious daytime thoughts. I believe for myself to overcome any future incidents of this type , I must spend my time enjoying what I do, i.e. movies at theaters, reading, writing, strength training, stretching, game consoles and walking for now . To find paid work I enjoy doing, so as not to stare at the computer or check the stocks. Healthy living, with a goal of making my own personal fortune so as to philanthropize in my later years, would be a lifetime goal to leave my significant mark to those of the human race that may care to remark, but, for only an instant.

The Six Figured Man

What is the significance of leading a productive life..? Are the circumstances of his environment fruitful of education as part of the game. To learn in all aspects of daily conscious activities, also to be well acquainted with fortune, affluence, and free from distance of presence of current times. He was in an impression or subtly of influence to believe happiness resides in the intelligence of the few, i.e. famous, wealthy, well to do. Where those occurrences of increased thoughts leading to happy moods are for the most part commonplace. The private company, inheritance can provide, such as monarchies, who provide the opportunity of this man, was built from capitalism, through democracy, never such a privilege than the rights afforded by the founding fathers of America give us for the chance of living healthy. Uplifting those of every walk of life, to their own personal happiness, once reached individually. I once read "the best melodies are the ones not heard". In the case of our man holding on to the hand of six figures in salary. He would do best to care the interest where one other with low income may indeed enjoy many benefits our great society, as varied as it is, can offer, in travel, sports, cinemas and technology in general being affordable. So too can your favorite song, love, house, family, car, presence of mind and laugh, exceed your expectations when you didn't set yourself up, yet at those precise moments when you know what moves you. His actions when not concerned about ingestion, residence, travel, etc, leave the best to imagine, yet the sacrifices the six figured man has endured to reach his pinnacle are such as the cords the guitarist has pains to practice. In his scenario, his ever farther reaching goals, of acquisitions for a zenith of legacy, if ever attained, leaves posterity in an act of moral decay, unpleasant virtues, and fear of losing itself.

The Queen of Lying

Who has ever tossed a bone to a dog, or left cookies and milk out December 24th. The draw of the foul, the intentional grounding, the effeminate undertones leading to fist fights. Nay to.. to truly make an honest and trusted individual an artist in the art, without corruption. One positive affirmation I can say to myself upon waking into consciousness out of sleep, is that I feel greater than I appear. When we look our best, the stress it took to achieve. Which takes time and prior experience. For it truly is when we are at our zenith. To invite a friend over whence we know in advance will be helpful to our need s, with little persuasion at the correct moment. To do inane playing of mobile devices, so as to draw as little or as much atention as a fad ringtone. On the decay of the art of lying. The truth can set you free, yet a lie can allow you to see the truth